I’m 18, right out of high school. Live with my 2 moms, one with stage 3 breast cancer, and my little sister. I do everything I can for them. Drive them to doctors appointments, grocery shopping, keep the house clean, etc… my mom doesn’t make a lot and my sister does nothing because she’s a teenager.
Everyone else in my family looks at me and says “you don’t have a job, money, or going to school.” I’ve been looking for a job for 6 months, and I got accepted to the musicians institute, but to everyone; “you haven’t really tried, and that’s not a real school. You will have no future.” That’s hard to hear from the people who helped raise you. My dad and grandparents are telling me on a daily basis that I literally amount to nothing.
But my moms have faith in me and tell me I can do it. But honestly, I don’t know if I can. The point of my life is slowly fading away. I don’t know how much of this I can take, because I’m starting to believe everyone else…
It’s kinda cool to know that I can talk about and say whatever is truly on my mind on here, and know that absolutely no one will read this because I have 5 followers and it’s obvious that I’ll be overlooked
The other day, I heard your voice for the first time in a long time. I had almost forgotten how soft such a thing could sound
The universe works in many ways, but in the end, everything is where it’s ment to be. If at points it’s impossible to let go, you gotta know that what ever’s next is a brand new chapter in life.
When you see that one thing. That one tiny thing that brings back every memory and emotion, good and bad, all at one time. When your glad it’s over, but at the same time, wish you could do it again